2009年4月26日 星期日

i dont think i can maintain two blogs. i might just as well change to lj.

http://dreamrhapsody.livejournal.com

if anybody wants to visit. but i highly doubt so anyway.

still finding;
晚上10:23

2009年4月13日 星期一

i kind of don't know what to do with my life anymore.

block test results are so below my expectations that i don't think i can improve by bt2. ABBDU. what lousy grades. and piano exam is worse. fail. not that i never faced it before. but i did practise alot and put in my best. everything just does not come out the way i want it to.

wow others can have such good results, i'm always the one falling short of expectations and ending up unhappy.

still finding;
晚上10:39

2009年4月9日 星期四

ok today has been full of ups and downs. more of the downs maybe. the only good thing is pw. chem was such a disappointment. i think it really shook me awake and reminded me that i should not be thinking about irrelevant things.

still finding;
晚上8:39