2008年7月29日 星期二
nobody really knows how my grades are going to end up. it's abit too early to say, but abit too late to chiong. my chances of taking a h3 next year would be quite slim i suppose.
still finding;
晚上8:26
2008年7月27日 星期日
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晚上10:42
2008年7月24日 星期四
anyways, resumed piano today. apparently my exam is two weeks away and everything is like half done. i'm considering withdrawing from the exam if i really cannot make it la. now is like half to rush everything. pw, catch up with school work, revise for promos which is 8 weeks and have tests every week.
and i find myself still slacking like mad every since i came back. haiz.
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晚上11:02
2008年7月23日 星期三
graz is such a lovely place i would love to go back there again. it holds so much memories and fun and scoldings and emotional periods and crazy moments and tears and smiles. the feelings when the results are announced and we got two golds and category champions for one of the category.
i loved our performances. especially for the songs pamugun and bubuy bulan. both were our worst songs, but it turned out to be the best.
i was glad that someone in the audience actually cried when we sang bubuy, and most of us almost cried.. me included. yeeching's solo was fantastic. haha i still remember my voice trembling while singing when i tried to prevent myself from crying.
pamugun was one of a kind. the mood was wow.. the best pamugun ever! we just created magic at that moment. felt so good after performing. it was a good feeling. what's worthed it was the affirmation by other choristers that we were fantastic and the bravos they said, and the immense applause that did not want to stop. some even thought we were from a specialised music school.
awards ceremony was good. i missed how all of us held hands and waited nervously for our name when the results were announced. i missed how all of us want out name to be announced the latest. i missed how all of us jumped up and cried when they started announcing the gold medals. i missed how all of us jumped up and cried when the music played. i missed how we all stood on stage looking at the singapore flag rise and hear the national anthem play. i loved how the person announced that we got an 'incredible score of 93.5' it's my favourite number now. haha. i loved how people congratulated us.
this was a journey that's worth all the hard work, the tears, the smiles, the scoldings, the laughter, everything.
i will miss austria, i will miss graz, i will miss performing with the j2s, i will miss the j2s, i will miss singing the songs..
went to school today. people were like. 'eh? how come you in school?' and all the 'congrats' going around. haha but then, had jetlag so was super tired in the morning cus im supposed to be sleeping at that time in austria. haha
now it's back to school, and alot of catching up to do. promos coming soon and i don't want to screw it up.
rioHC. we make the music.
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晚上8:33
2008年7月22日 星期二
shall tell the story of the whole trip next time. cus currently very tired. anyways the previous post the categories are the other way round.
^^
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晚上9:12
2008年7月12日 星期六
will be there for world choir games.
Category 8: folklore
Category 27: mixed youth choir
so meanwhile, this place will be stagnant. haha..
meanwhile, you can msg me for all you like, but i wont reply cus it's 50 cents per sms. and dont call me or anything. cus it's 5bucks per min. omg..
JIAYOU RIOHC! <3
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晚上8:42
anyways, it's around 6+ hours to being at the airport... yay packed my stuff already. then suddenly my dad said he's going to go out and buy a suitcase.. so if he buys it successfully, i have to repack.. hahaha.
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下午4:02
2008年7月11日 星期五
anyways, had the last practice in singapore before the games today. well, somehow we were well prepared, and somehow we were not. i'm just going to go to graz and give my best. this is what we want, and we are going to get it.
but still, there will be some other things at the back of our heads i suppose. the schoolwork we left in singapore... and how we are going to catch up.
it's too late to back out now, but i dont think any of us will regret going for world choir games. cus it's choir, our common passion.
heard ms lim's message from graz. congrats to nanyang. your hard work didn't go to waste. and thanks so much for not giving up. i missed the chance to go choir olympics with nanyang, so now, the juniors will take my place, and probably the rest of my batch's place to compete as nanyang.
i hope what happened to nanyang happens to us too. the good things, at least
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晚上11:19
2008年7月10日 星期四
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晚上8:35
2008年7月9日 星期三
i dont know how i should feel now. there's stress, there's anticipation. it's quite hard to cope with both. what's more, there's not only choir, but still schoolwork, which just keeps coming like nobody's business. maybe it's my time management skills, but still, it's stressful.
got back maths today. i got the grade i want, but somehow i'm disappointed, with myself for losing marks due to careless mistakes, with myself for not studying hard enough.
today's choir was okay, the only thing is we realised that there are some parts where we have been singing wrongly all the time. now, this is not good, considering that it's only three more days. why didn we realise it earlier..
anyway, now i just want to go graz and let riohc shine.
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晚上9:36
2008年7月7日 星期一
today's choir made me think alot. have we really lost all the feeling and what we have are just beats? i dont know. but i know we will make it! all we have to do is to get back our music, connect and enjoy.
anyway, i dont think i have the mood to do any schoolwork for the next few days. i will just be concentrating on choir, choir and more choir. packing my luggage, revising scores. and i have no idea how im going to catch up with all the work when i come back. haiz. shall just take one step at a time... if really cannot, then gg lor.
it's 10 days away from singapore. i haven't been out there for so long before. dont know how i will be able to cope with it.
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晚上9:19
2008年7月4日 星期五
haha there's a lot of people to thank...
jac unnie, melt, chai, gloria, jinhwee (i'm so happy you remembered! haha how long have we not met..), yokie, zhiying, tianshui, sheena, vanessa for their birthday smses!
yingting, ruiwen, sheena, huzhe (though you just realised it) for their birthday hugs!
jingyu, xinmei, yenngee, evelyn, shiqi, sheena, huijuan for the present!
6B for the birthday song!
junyao for wishing me happy birthday (and you still dont believe that it's my birthday! haha)
tianyu for wishing me happybirthday on facebook!
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晚上10:22
2008年7月1日 星期二
reached school to find out that yanglu, xiaochun, charis, chensi, cher-e, xiwen, hanwen and yihang also in the same sabbats. haha. so cool right.
today was more of jazz.. our instructor's trey. and he's super zai. can do back flip leh! haha. we spent the morning doing jazz stuff. before we learnt the cheoreography in the afternoon! yay i think my group rocks. haha.
now my legs are super weak i even have difficulty climbing the stairs. too long never dance le. haiz.
tomorrow's day two! and trey said another instructor will come. his name is justis. and trey said that it's the justis from Soul. siao. super cool la. haha i'm looking forward to it.
and tomorrow's choir! rioHC j1s jiayou! let's try our best and create a miracle! we can do it de! i realised how much i love this choir..and the altos. we are a really super fun bunch. altos united! haha. thanks denyse, jiamin, adeline, yichan, melissa, yixiao, huiwei, songshuang and yangzi! (:
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晚上10:01
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