2008年6月30日 星期一

omg i'm so tired right now.

how long have i not have such a long day. the whole day is packed la. and i reached home only at 9 plus.

i have no idea how i finished a whole packet of fried rice when i have no appetite to eat. i was so tired that i didn feel like eating.

anyways,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUIWEN!

graz is one and a half weeks away! let's jiayou together okay! haha. and i still owe you your present. each practice is going to get harder, but we will survive!

okay what am i talking. the aftereffects of over exhaustion..

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晚上10:30

2008年6月27日 星期五

today is a lovely day!!!!

went out with loves today. met jingyu, xinmei, sheena and yenngee at cine for lunch. ate at pastamania. haha we talked super alot la. just like last time. this is what i really call after-exams happiness.

went partyworld! super long never go le. haha high until cannot. then we went for dinner and talked for super long after dinner.

i missed these times alot la. like last year. I MISS 405!!!! there will never be a class like 405. somehow we just came together just like that. and especially the group of us. we talk about anything under the sun! that's why they are love... hahaha..

let's go out often okay!!! (:

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晚上11:10

2008年6月25日 星期三

last paper tomorrow.

i'm quite stunned by how the days pass so fast. it's like suddenly it's the block tests, then suddenly, it's ending. not that i like to sit for block tests. it just means that twenty-four hours is not enough.

anyway, yesterday was killer. gp and physics. if the teachers are nice enough, i will probably pass gp. but it's okay. the mad one was physics. i went through the whole paper almost not knowing how to do anything. and after the paper 6B totally went crazy. lingyong was saying the highest in the class would be an S. haha. if i can get double digit i would be quite happy. the percentage of passing the paper is 0.00000000000000000000000001%.

so the aftermath of the physics paper was not having the mood to study for maths.. i went home to sleep, and woke up and start playing games.

but even so, i think today's maths paper was okay. i hope to get an A, although i have already thrown away 5 to 7 marks. which brings my score down to about 93. deducting all the careless mistakes, and the wrong questions i thought i would be correct, there's a risk i might get B. rah.

something happened during the paper. super funny. i was doing the second page of questions. then i look at the time. never look properly, so i thought time is going to be up. so i chiong all my questions. when i was doing the last question i look at the time again. i realise it's only 10. still got 1 plus more hour to go. -.- win already. i thought it was going to be 11 la.

yay everything is going to end tomorrow, then i can concentrate on choir. which reminds me. 2 more weeks before i take off. so scary. and according to chris, probably they will give back the papers when i'm in graz. nice one. chris say they will bring my papers to the airport when i come back. O.O

okay i'm supposed to study chem now, which i realised, actually i forgot alot of things. OH NO.

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晚上8:08

2008年6月23日 星期一

something totally random.

MY CRAZE FOR CHEON SANG JI HEE IS BACK. ahahaha. what wrong time to have a craze returning. i'm supposed to study! tsktsk. anyways. have been rewatching their old video. and OH MY. THEY ARE IMBA. sing so well dance so well. totally my role models can.

한번도, 천상지희! 천.상.지.희!

okay i'm officially mad from blocks. this is what happens when you do excessive studying.

anyways, econs paper today was quite gg. how can i forget the aim of price discrimination? how can i? omg. and i totally dont know how to do the 12 mark question. hahaha.

before the paper ruiwen was like totally going mad. too much mugging. haha. then chris was saying yesterday at 12 am no 6B people were online. imba haha. and he plus lingyong have already planned out what to do after blocks. lan all the way. win liao lor. haha.

what am i doing here blogging? i should be studying. just finished typing out all the physics definitions and formulae. can't believe i did that la. haha. and i still need to somehow mug for gp. and practise physics!

and i think anybody who comes in to my room now and see its state will think i'm fighting in a war. hahaha.

three more days! four more subjects! and then GRAZ here i come! hahahaha.

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晚上7:21

2008年6月22日 星期日

i have totally no motivation to study, though block tests starts tomorrow and my econs is totally cmi. somehow, i wanted choir, so that i can get my mind off from studying for a few hours. these few days are just cooping up in my room and study with the radio on. to add on, random headaches at random times of the day when i try to concentrate on studying.

what else. worrying over project work that does not seem to progress how i wanted it to. no interview, no surveys, no mini trial, no information at all. what a lousy tanker i am.

i was browsing through my previous blogs, and i was wondering, should i go back to livejournal, or even diaryland? there are so many of my memories inside. maybe i should not care about this trivial stuff. right now, i have other things to worry about.

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下午2:42

2008年6月17日 星期二

stress-ed

actually, i'm more than stress-ed

it's already the last week of the holidays and i have not done a lot of stuff. somehow i think i just wasted the whole of my holidays doing useless things.

suddenly there are so many things coming up. choir, block test, piano, pw. i've not finished studying for block test, graz is in less than a month's time, piano? totally gg. and now everything is just pressing me like that.

my piano teacher told me to dao studying and practise piano. like i really can. i can't even finish revising econs and it's the first paper. and by rights, i have not even started on physics. well done.

yesterday's choir made me think alot. did we really kind of lose our fighting spirit? and what exactly is the thing that's stopping us from singing well? i thought it would not be the block tests. but then, it probably is. especially when it's one week left. what would happen if i screw up block tests? i cannot imagine it.

another thing. pw. i have no idea how to finish it. i'm kind of left alone to tank the whole thing and nothing is going right. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

at the rate this things are going, i'm seriously going to break down. SERIOUSLY.

i don't want to finish my block tests regretting what i had done, but i think, i will.

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晚上7:48

2008年6月9日 星期一

OKAY I NEED TO BLOG.. haha

Saturday
had our first HUG gathering. haha. thank goodness melt and evelyn were that if not i didn't know how sian i will get. this always happens to first generation fans i suppose. haha. our craze like died down so throughout we were talking about other artistes...
and i was so amused! by those who were squealing over tvxq. haha. but thanks shiqi for donating her house for the gathering! (:
and melt drove me home! yay i get to sit in her car! haha. oh ya. i met.. adeline. win already lor. i never knew she would go. 不早说！

Sunday
THE BIG GROOVE!
omg. it's totally imba. all the polys, unis, and the overseas crews. super imba! and O Crew danced for like 15 minutes?! how do they ever remember their steps! haha. anyways, thanks ezra for koping seats.. we got to sit in the THIRD ROW... that's so near can! haha.
throughout the performance i was like O.O cus they are just too pro. i dont regret going!

Monday
ALTO OUTING!!
haha we went to watch narnia. SUPER NICE i tell you... after the movie jiamin was like.. EDMUND! EDMUND! haha she fell in love with him. lol. i think susan is super pretty.. why didn i go watch the first narnia movie last time? after that went to take neoprints. haha. omg. the whole incident was super funny. then it was ALTO MERCHANDISE TIME! we got.. SHHH don't tell you hahaha. then we went for dinner, or at least yixiao and yichan went for dinner and me huiwei and adeline sat down and watch them eat. haha. then we talked.. about alot of stuff.. seriously. i love the altos so much. haha
ALTOS 万岁！

and now i need to get back to mugging. maths consult before choir tml! and i haven finish my holiday package yet. OH NO.

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晚上8:48

2008年6月4日 星期三

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOOCHUN!

haha how can i forget! my favourite member in tvxq.

anyway, yay no more fever! means i don't need to keep staying at home anymore.. mugged like two topics of chemistry today. quite effective. haha.

cleared my D drive today. so now my computer runs faster. yayers. and my external hard disk is like almost full. oh man.. haha..

okay i dunno what to say anymore..

i want to buy more albums.. RAH..

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晚上9:47

2008年6月2日 星期一

fever not subsiding... ):

and how come whenever i need a lot of sleep and i'm alone at home, the phone always wake up me up with trivial stuff. rah. how am i going to rest like that? ):

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下午3:21

i don't feel well.. i think i'm falling sick. oh wells. who told me to sleep so late the past few days..

mugging officially commences today.. haha.

anyways, did i say i bought two albums the other day? haha. i'm so happy! i bought Jang Ri In's I Will and So Nyuh Shi Dae's Baby Baby! ^^

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清晨6:37

2008年6月1日 星期日

CHANGE is over!

such a long period of preparation and practising! at least it's successful, minus the technical problems that happened. anyhows, although it's really very tiring and sometimes stressful, i'm glad i made many good friends.

yesterday the concert ended around ten, reached school around twelve, and left school at one plus. omg. i slept at like two plus. and the whole thing was so tiring... plus i had a lot of things to carry.. rah.

yay we are going to have 庆功宴tomorrow at sakae! haha. it's probably one of the last times i'm going to see the change people.. those from other schools at least.

ok now that everything busy is over, i'm going to concentrate on mugging for tests..

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晚上9:38