2007年7月29日 星期日
so.
if next time i don't blog for a very long time, it's either i have nothing to blog about. if not i will be feeling down.
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借了書劍恩仇錄。終于接到了金庸的小說，找了很久了呢。我一定會把它看完，一定。
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tag replies~
tian: yes i dance too. haha.
melt: i love you too..
elejac: thanks unnie.. i love you.
xmei: i shall give the same answer.. i won't cry.. at least not in front of people.
tian: i will take care.
wanjun: thanks. i will remember!
yitty: yeayea.. and having you standing infront of me won't make it any brighter. haha.. thanks anyway.
elejac: i won't cry. at least not in front of people.
jiejie: 不生氣了
alice: 我會加油的
still finding;
晚上10:39
2007年7月23日 星期一
it's getting harder for me to keep smiling, and i'm starting to cry at night again.
now, my tears come when i listen to a sad song as well.
maybe i should really stop going out and start staying at home. maybe i should just go home immediately once school ends. then i would not have to smile so much. at least i do not need to at home.
i should not have resisted crying all this while.
still finding;
晚上9:02
2007年7月22日 星期日
don't come and ask me what's wrong. cus nothing is wrong. or at least, that's my answer to you.
still finding;
上午11:14
2007年7月19日 星期四
preliminary rounds next sunday and we just started learning. omg. but i had fun! magdalene is so pro. haha. at least i did not screw the dance up badly. quite okay. now my time is dedicated to tests, dance and more dance.
physics test tomorrow. everybody says it's difficult. oh man. i'm scared. haiz. hope a miracle happens tomorrow.
i am happy! because dance makes me happy! i don't need to think about tests during dance. haha.
hope we can get through...
we haven't settle miracle yet. and teachers' day auditions in week 6. a part more to chereograph, and the formation. oh man. we have to rush!
but i had lots of fun!
today is a rather happy day! though language arts test is quite bad.
still finding;
晚上7:38
2007年7月17日 星期二
it's test period now.
two tests down.
five more to go.
plus lots and lots of work to be submitted.
then there's everything to be finalised.
to add on, i have to start revision soon. probably after all my tests finish, which is in week 7.
haiz.
oh. i need to re organise my songs, and categorise them as well. the organisation is getting really messy. this means that i need to listen to every song i have. interesting. i haven't listen to all the songs i have yet. haha. i wonder when i will even have time to listen to every song.
whatever.
oh ya.
happy birthday DANA!!
still finding;
晚上10:02
2007年7月14日 星期六
okay haha.
just came back from watching dsd with shu hui jie (my beloved 大哥's gf). and really, dsd is really worth watching.
it's funny, it's really singaporean-ish. (and you get a singapore flag!)
haha i love DIM SUM DOLLIES! and of course their CHOPSTICKS hossan leong. oh and! their LOW MAI GUYS. HAHA!
their show really really super good.
and they sing like divas. WITH EXCEPTIONALLY GOOD HARMONISING. aish. singaporeans mah! haha..
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晚上11:51
2007年7月13日 星期五
anyways.
PE on thursday. played soccer barefooted! it was super fun and super nice. now i know why guys like to play soccer barefooted. haha.
geog test today. totally blanked out during the test. great. now i can only hope for a pass. my two days of studying comes to waste. great job xingyi, great job.
next week is IH, LA and physics. i will be dead.
oh ya..
MELT! I LOVE YOU!
omg thanks for the album! me love you many many many. ^^
jiejie..
you okay bah, don't think too much okay? and remember what i said ya? i'm here. if call me in the middle of the night, i will still pick it up okay? love ya. ^^
still finding;
晚上11:53
2007年7月12日 星期四
BUT!
why is 梦飞船so zai! oh my god.
their live is just so so AAHH!!
i can practically melt in their voices can!
i think only yenngee knows why. and i think of all the people we know probably only the two of us will go crazy over them.
they super pro la! cannot stand it. made me high. now i have absolutely no mood to study.
i want 守护星!
if anybody can find this song for me by 梦飞船, i will love that person to bits.
okay i shall start panicking because of geography now.
still finding;
晚上9:04
2007年7月11日 星期三
and i realised something.
i want to perform again. i really want to perform again. on stage with the whole choir.
i miss syf.
i miss mamoru.
i miss the nervous feeling before going on stage. i miss trying to calm myself down before going on stage. i miss the feeling after performing. i miss everything.
i will never get a chance to perform with them on stage again.
looking at the past posts about syf, i realised how important singing is to me. looking at choir blog, the posts everybody made, the passion the sec fours have for choir. it makes me not want to leave choir.
the notes of encouragement for syf. it made a lot of difference.
i know it's like three months after syf. but i just cannot help it. as much as i feel stress during that period of time, i kind of 怀念 it as well.
[there can be miracles, when you believe]
we believed, and a miracle happened
still finding;
晚上10:07
2007年7月9日 星期一
mathematics, physics and chemistry used to be my strongest subjects. but now? i dont understand anything about physics and chemistry. not that i did not try to listen in class, but i'm just too tired.
there's nothing to say about language arts, chinese, geography and integrated humanities. i have always been doing badly for these subjects. there's nothing i can do, but physics and chemistry, i can't believe i can't get a thing out of it.
it's so frustrating.
i need my energy back. i need energy to survive in class, to try not to fall asleep. only then i can concentrate.
i can't find my geography text. and the test is on friday. i'm seriously dead.
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晚上10:15
2007年7月8日 星期日
actually not exactly.
at least two people made my day.
first, wenting.
WENTING! yay thanks for helping me post the message! i hope they reply. prays hard...
second, my kor.
yay i get to go watch musical with you again. dim sum dollies! haha. thanks for asking me!
tests start this week. i think i'm gonna flunk everything.
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晚上11:42
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凌晨1:13
2007年7月4日 星期三
haha anyways, super happy today. Many thanks to those who wished me happy birthday. love you all!
shall take this time to shoutout to some people..
papamama!
thanks for taking care of me all these years. i know you dote on me alot. :D I LOVE YOU!
大哥！
thanks for the happy birthday. haha. you helped me alot in everything. computer, schoolwork.. everything everything! haha. thanks a lot kor. I LOVE YOU!
二哥！
you know i won't forget you. always treating me, and helping me and stuff. though you like to bully me alot. but im really happy to have you as a brother. LOVE YA!
YINGTING!
four years le! in choir, in class. so happy to know you. and i am glad that we are still so close even though we are in different classes le. i don't know what will happen next year, but i really hope we still can be super close. sing together, play together, shop together, and even go for lessons together. haha.. LOVE YOU millions!
GLORIA.
four years as well, in choir. or was it three years? choir really brings wonders, didnt it? at least it did for me, cause i got to know such a good friend like you! really thank you for all the fun you gave me. haha. LOVE YOU lots!
Xinxi
xinxi! haha. four years in the same class. and i am so happy to know you. always help me in my work, and go crazy with me. haha. love you lots!
Yenngee
you! always like to bully people. tsktsk. never really knew you until nearing the end of last year. but i really enjoyed my time with you. kelian de, always so busy. haiz. anyways, thanks a lot for being so siao in class. haha. and of course your fics! they are really nice. haha. LOVE YA!
Jingyu
chinese hen pro de, this is for you. haha. thanks a lot for all your jokes in class. haha. really had a lot of fun with you. thank you so very much! LOVE YA!
Evelyn
you.. firstly thanks for introducing me to tvxq. if not i would not have knew so many friends, i would not even be as close to you now la! haha. thanks for highing with me suju, tvxq, ftisland! haha. thank you! LOVE YA!
Shiqi
yoyo. even though the group of us always like to suan you, you know we are just joking de lar. haha. thanks for being a friend! LOVE YA!
405
thanks for letting me be in this class. i really had fun since sec three. how we survived OBS together, and how we became so bonded. this year is the last year we will be together and i really treasure this year. we had unhappy moments, but many happy moments too! we had lots of fun, we had some nice teachers. haha. i really love this class. I LOVE 405..
Xinmei
four years le! (again.) same class for two years.. kinda drifted apart in sec three and see how close we are again now. haha. thanks for everything.. really. haha. LOVE YA! and one other person loves you too. you should know who that person is. wahaha.
Firyn
姐姐，謝謝你！真得很高興能認識你。這段時間，心情低落時，幸好有你在這裡。謝謝你的禮物！我非常喜歡。還有，誰說你沒幫到我？你一直在我身邊，誰說沒幫倒忙？哈哈。但要知道，我也在這裡。心情不好的時候可以隨時打電話給我。我愛你！
Melt
melt! haven't known you for very long as well. but im really happy to be your friend. you high-ed with me, we had fun together. thanks for everything ya. I LOVE YOU!
Lesley
LESLEY! i am so happy to know you. all the fun we had together. watching videos, crapping around. thanks for being my friend. :D i miss you! let's meet up soon!! LOVE YA!
Amanda
twinnie ah! how long have i not met you? thanks for letting me know you. thanks for making me happy with all your jokes and stuff. haha i love you a lot! meet up soon ya! LOVE YA!
Alice
unnie ah! i miss you a lot! how long have we not met as well? haha. i'm so happy to have you as a friend, and as an unnie. thanks for all the care and concern! I LOVE YOU!
TianTian
tiantian!! how are you? i miss you lots.. i know many things have been happening these days, but remember! i will still be your friend! i am happy to have you as a friend, and i would want to keep this friendship forever ya! LOVE YA LOTS!
Juju
Unnie! haha. yay you are coming back soon. thanks a lot for letting me know you. you really knock a lot of sense into me everytime i get to talk to you. thanks a lot! LOVE YA!
Wenting
chaeyeon de nu ren! haha.. very happy to know you. and i love all your graphics! wahaha. and your gags and stuff. i shall forgive you for bullying me. wahaha.. I LOVE YOU!
Amber
lao shi! haha. it's been a period of time since i know you. i had fun with you in korean class! really! thanks for making me laugh with all your gags as well. heehee.. LOVE YA!
Clare
Unnie! i miss you! haha. probably one of the first few people i know in forum. and i had fun with you! haha. thanks for letting me know you! i will never ever regret knowing you. LOVE YA!
Shuting
one of the first few people i know in forum too! you are such a cute little girl! thanks for being such a good friend! haha.. LOVE YA LOTS!
Hanna
hanna ah! haha. knew you through eve. haha. i had lots of fun with you! singing, going crazy! love it when you are around. thanks a lot! LOVE YA!
Jacintha, Kelly, and tvxq!SG people
i never regretted joining this forum, cus it made me make such nice friends like all of you. i really had fun in the forum and i am never gonna forget it. thanks to all of you! LOVE ALL OF YOU!
i'm sorry if i missed out anybody.. but you know i love you all. ^^
i really had a great time today! ^^
still finding;
下午6:35
2007年7月2日 星期一
2 days left..
heeheehee.. xD
still finding;
晚上8:44
i spent the whole day at home lazing around. didn even step out a bit. why? firstly, nobody go out with me. secondly, cus im alone, i too lazy to go out.
anyways what did i do at home?
practically nothing. nothing at all..
it's just the start of the week, but i can't help but thinking...
tests start next week. omg. O.O omg. omg. omgomgomgomg.
i haven't study yet. geog's up first. rah.. industries. omg.
my mood is kinda on a roller coaster ride these few days. but thank god got jiejie.
oh ya. now i super super in love with tszx. ESPECIALLY LINA. I LOVE HER MAN. WHEE!!
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晚上8:20
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