2008年9月8日 星期一
i love rain alot. i love the water, the weather. but not at this point of time when everything bad seems to just hit you at the same time. when everywhere is just so cold you don't feel like moving. when i think i cannot make it for promos. when i feel that there's too much to revise. and when i feel helpless looking at practice questions at time. when i feel bad for not doing anything the whole day, when i feel frustrated that i did not feel like doing anything. when everything goes wrong and i realised how dependent i am on lecture notes and how stupid i am when i face all subjects. when i'm so tired but i can't fall asleep for goodness knows what. when i feel that all i have been doing this year was to rush through topics and not learn them properly at all. when i don't even want to be here.
i can't wait for promos to be over. all maybe should i say, i don't even want promos at all.
still finding;
晚上10:03
