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2008年6月17日星期二

stress-ed

actually, i'm more than stress-ed

it's already the last week of the holidays and i have not done a lot of stuff. somehow i think i just wasted the whole of my holidays doing useless things.

suddenly there are so many things coming up. choir, block test, piano, pw. i've not finished studying for block test, graz is in less than a month's time, piano? totally gg. and now everything is just pressing me like that.

my piano teacher told me to dao studying and practise piano. like i really can. i can't even finish revising econs and it's the first paper. and by rights, i have not even started on physics. well done.

yesterday's choir made me think alot. did we really kind of lose our fighting spirit? and what exactly is the thing that's stopping us from singing well? i thought it would not be the block tests. but then, it probably is. especially when it's one week left. what would happen if i screw up block tests? i cannot imagine it.

another thing. pw. i have no idea how to finish it. i'm kind of left alone to tank the whole thing and nothing is going right. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

at the rate this things are going, i'm seriously going to break down. SERIOUSLY.

i don't want to finish my block tests regretting what i had done, but i think, i will.

still finding;
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