2008年3月31日 星期一

i wouldn't want to swear, but..

I'M SO DAMN FREAKING PISSED RIGHT NOW.

wth is my life turning into?

my phone spoilt today, and then i reached home and realised that there's extra physics lab session after school tomorrow. like wth! i'm not that free okay!

i got vif stuff to do, scores to memorise, loads of tutorials to complete, pw deadline to meet, phone to repair, etc.

and now you take up my time like that.

did i like make the wrong choice to choose IP in the first place?

seriously, i feel like i'm going to break down anytime soon.. everything is like just dropping down and squashing me flat.

maybe, i dont belong here at all.

still finding;
晚上9:47

2008年3月30日 星期日

OMG
I
AM
SO
DEAD.

there's like super no time for everything.

econs revision unfinished, score memorising not even started. omg. how am i going to finish everything?

told my mum that i wanted to cancel tuition tomorrow. but she didn't allow! aahh.. the tutor can't help me in economics!

oh man. what to do what to do..

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凌晨12:01

2008年3月23日 星期日

nothing i say makes sense to you. everything is just wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong. it's so much the case that now i do not know how to talk to you.

maybe, i should just stop talking to you altogether..

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晚上7:56

omgness. i'm like seriously committing suicide by taking physics in jc. physics has never been so difficult la. after like a few days of mugging physics i still need to refer so that i can do the questions. at this rate my physics test confirm gg...

well actually, it's kind of confirmed la. i have been doing so much exercises until i cant find anymore to do. and i still haven't grasp dynamics. and looking at the format of the test, the two structured questions definitely will be one on kinematics and one on dynamics. the kinematics should be okay, provided i dont suddenly forget everything. which is what happened to my chem test. mcqs, good luck man.

anyways, went for physics consultation with ruiwen, elson and zijie yesterday. the most beneficial physics session i had in this year. haha. i really learnt alot. didn regret not going for it! after consultation i stayed in school to study physics. and i actually finished the relevant tys questions. all the calculation ones. explaining ones are alien to me. i dont even know how to do them. and NICE tys doesn provide the answers to explanations. only calculation questions.

goodluck for my physics test man. i really want to pass...

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下午3:05

2008年3月20日 星期四

FAC CIP!

anyways, met up with eileen and people for breakfast at kap in the morning. haha sorry elson you had to get suan-ed early in the morning. after we finished breakfast, and wanted to leave, we realised it was like raining quite heavily outside. and people like us (except eileen) didn bring umbrella. but we still managed to get to sch. thanks eileen for the umbrella! i feel so bad that you have to run in the rain instead.

yup, so went down to lengkok bahru to start work! we went to the emperor's house to clean up for him! haha i think we chionged like crazy cus we finished work super early. haha xiangjing had to run errand for the king.. it was all the way at suntec! haha actually, shenton way as to what xj told us in the end. but haha. we had fun! listening to songs from chris's phone. thanks chris!

after that went for lunch. then we were saying, if you take a photo of people, and put the camera on auto flash, there would be no flash. but when jiahan comes in.. there's flash! haha. meaning that jiahan is to dark.. hahaha. super funny can!

anyways, after cip, went to marina square. then eight of us went bowling, and some went esplanade to indulge in sinful treats, as what eileen refers to.. (it's haagen daaz actually. haha). i was a bit off form today, my score was like way below 100.. but i got a strike once! haha. ruiwen was like throwing the balls la. haha. we were saying that if she continue to play like that, the lane will crack. haha. and elson is so super slow...

haha. happy day today!
studying starts tomorrow...

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上午11:53

2008年3月14日 星期五

batch outing today! met at bishan, just to find that quite a lot of people not coming. altos are a bunch of enthu people! 7 out of 10 went haha. and those who did not come had reasons.

anyways, took bus to shi en's house. then someone told me he has a dog. omg la. i'm scared of dogs you know. but thank goodness the dog is super quiet. just that she keeps wanting to eat food.

so we arrived at shi en's house and started to K! haha. super pro. his house got K system. cool! ate kimbap! yayers to shilbe and her mother! haha. haven't eaten kimbap in a long time. anyways, some went to play risk after that, and some played wii. some remained to K. then a group of us watched ratatouille! haha the front part only. i had to go at 1, cus my theory exam's tomorrow! and i need last minute revision badly.

guess what, i reached home and realised i have a fever. must be because i slept too late last night. it always happens. rah. i always for sick before some important event. but i feel better now. just need to take some medicine before i sleep and i'll be alright.

i'm like trying to upload photos now, but i think there's some problem with webshots. it keeps having error uploading. rah. i guess i will just post it tomorrow.

anyways. hope i can pass tomorrow's exam. people! wish me luck!

-

it came so sudden, i don't know what to say, and how to respond.
i just need time..

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晚上9:40

2008年3月13日 星期四

Step Up 2 is imba!

oh man. throughout the whole movies i was like wowing here and there. the dances were so pro. even the girls can breakdance, like do the stunts and stuff.. cool. watching all those dances made me want to dance even more. rah. i cant go o sch this week.. :(

i love the soundtrack! haha especially the song way i are! it holds a special significance. i miss RedAlert. i miss magdalene. and i still remember the date was 2nd sept. me, regina, yingting, gloria, wingyan.

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晚上8:53

2008年3月12日 星期三

first performance as a batch.

though it was not up to standard, but still.. i guessed i kind of enjoyed it. whatever it is, we go through the process as a batch. because that's what a batch does.

i enjoyed singing during banner painting, although it was only a few hours. the banner is done. it's pretty, according to those who went today. anyways, i felt so bad when i arrived late. if i had not been forgetful, i wont be late at all.

yay step up 2 tomorrow! i cant wait. regina said to stay until after credits. haha.

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晚上10:18

2008年3月10日 星期一

still finding;
晚上10:21

2008年3月9日 星期日

finally went to O Sch after two weeks! yay! it's so nice to go there again! nowadays, there's very few people so at least it's more spacious. haha. regina and eileen came after MAD orientation. haha they finally went after n weeks of not going.

anyways. watched L yesterday! hmm. it's not bad.. but not as good as death note 1 and 2. but.. L is so cool! haha.

i'm looking forward to watch step up 2! even daniel says it's super nice. if dance instructors say it is good, then it must be good! haha. yay! thursday thursday!

theory exams's in one week's time.. rah.. need to mug theory. .

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上午10:53

2008年3月8日 星期六

start of holidays!

it's going to be a time for me to really sit down and study and understand all those i never did in the first term. i will make sure i get everything clear. no more slacking.. and hopefully no more failing of tests. it's very demoralising i know, especially to know that i'm one of the lowest for tests.

anyways, A level results out yesterday. many were kind of scared since it's the first IP batch. but hey! hwachong had superb results. i was in the canteen with 6B when we heard the announcement. wow. everything was like super good. thank goodness.

so.. my aim is now.. max my 12 AUs and.. aim for As for everything!

choir yesterday. it wasn't very good, but i'm sure we tried hard. ok the important event was batch dinner! after choir, we went bukit timah food centre. haha a group of us self-ostracised. haha no la. is because there are not enough seats so we went somewhere else to find seats. had lots of fun.. talking and playing games like catch the mouse and stuff. well, left early because i was kind of tired.. haha. i'm looking forward to batch outing yo!

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上午10:40

2008年3月6日 星期四

okay. haven't blogged since sunday. just didn't have the mood to do it.

anyways, got back my chemistry test. kind of expected i would fail. i just cant think fast enough for stoichiometry. and there are quite alot of careless mistakes. i would have gotten a lot more marks if they weren't made. anyways. it's below class average. our class average is like high.

so during the march holidays, im going to re-study all the subjects. physics, chemistry, maths, econs. everything. and make sure i understand everything.

and yesterday, i was assigned to take charge of choir. didn't think i did a good job, but thanks di jie for the encouragement. okay, maybe i cant take choir in terms of music, but admin? probably yes? i don't know. at least there's a chance for me to show what i have, but i think i didn't make good use of it.

theory exam's in around one week's time. i really hope i can pass..

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晚上9:44

2008年3月2日 星期日

i'm over it. totally over it. decided to accept my fate. i don't want to make it seem that i'm blaming others. cus i'm not. it's just that sometimes i don't understand.

anyways.. YAYERS for ruiwen! she found her bag. though money cards and gc gone, those are all replaceable quite easily. at least she doesn't need to redo her tutorials! and GOODLUCK to her for piano exam on tuesday! i'm sure she can pass.. :D

decided to take my practical exam this year. means one more commitment. i somehow have to find time to practise. it's like my theory exam which will be in a few weeks time. and i seriously want to pass it. like just get it over and done with.

holidays are coming. though it's one week, but enough time for me to catch up on my work so that i can understand everything. and there are so many movies i want to watch..

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下午3:34