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2008年2月27日星期三

was talking to my piano teacher yesterday about portfolios and stuff. how hard is it to build up a good portfolio? Very hard. especially if you do not have many opportunities to start with.

i'm not complaining, but sometimes i feel that, schs say they provide many opportunities for certain things. but the problem is that the target group they provide it for is very small.

for example. they ask people to join the organising team of a certain event. and they will say it's a good experience to hone your leadership skills. but the thing is. the people they choose had been leaders before. and those who did not have an opportunity to lead will never get a chance to lead. it's really a vicious cycle. those who have had many opportunities will continue to get more opportunities. and those who missed an opportunity will probably never get an opportunity ever again no matter how hard they try.

so that means people who are able to have a good portfolio will have an excellent one. and people who arent able to build up a good portfolio, might not even have a portfolio that is worth looking through..

maybe i should give up the chance of trying to lead and be a follower forever...

life is full of vicious cycles..

still finding;
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