2007年10月31日 星期三

sorry people. the previous post was due to a serious case of mood swing. sad to say, i'm still not out of it yet.

chinese o's today. i think i'm gonna die for it. although it's easier than prelims la but still... maybe next time i should shut everybody out again.

can anybody keep me busy for these two months? i want something to do so i won't think too much... i do not want even a minute of free time...

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晚上9:55

2007年10月29日 星期一

still finding;
晚上10:24

i want to...

shall not say it out. i think it will scare many people..

oh ya. no more pictures. i'm too lazy to post it. those who want please go look at my webshots.

being trying to solve rubik's cube using the lars petrus solution. but until now still cannot make it.. fourth step onwards is difficult. rah.

was suppose to go eve's house today. to learn guitar, but the two teachers (sheena and val) not going in the end. then suddenly i this morning too lazy step out of house. at first want to go buy earphones but in the end change my mind. so in the end i stayed at home the whole day..

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晚上9:20

2007年10月26日 星期五

oh yes i forgot to mention another group of people. nychoir. this special group of people share my passion for singing in a choir. in these four years. the various perfomances we had.. the gold with honours we got. i will never forget it. it's hard to describe the feeling when we get the result we wished for, after so much hard work. it's truly worth the work.

I LOVE YOU, NYCHOIR

and as we always say,

-a cut above the rest-

let's take a walk down memory lane (not in chronological order though..)


405 at graces camp


Happy Teachers' Day!


405 cowgirls!


405 at formal dinner :D


nychoir


nychoir


204'05/104'04


classroom corridor every morning, where i wait for the classroom to be open


405 classroom


我要你的愛boards.. for the dance


405 back noticeboard


405 classroom


view of outside to 405 classroom window


405 classroom


405 classroom. my seat is at third row the most left


405 class computer.. where we share our videos


area between classroom block and science block


quadrangle


hall


field


admin block corridor


quadrangle


music room corridor. aish brings back many memories. i still remember having to wait here for choir..


of course, not to forget, sectional room! i miss choir pracs..


corridor that links music room to stairs near audi



atrium


auditorium


oops. i forgot to rotate this.. atrium..


long painting outside audi (there's another one at the other side)


tyre swings!


view of sch..


tennis courts


dance studio


benches outside audi


area outside general office and accounts office. this place has very good acoustics. i love it. and i miss singing with choir..


canteen.. FOOD!!


405 classroom! we are sharing videos now. haha.
NOW PLAYING: DBSK FITB CONCERT


the screen, where most of us watch the videos from..


grad cert..

more photos! once i get them from the others..

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晚上9:36

今天...
上學最后一天
中四最后一天
南洋生活最后一天

我畢業了

我還真舍不得. 畢竟，已經在那里度過了四年，有苦有樂.

of course, how can i forget, the class i'm with for two years - 305'06 and 405'07. thanks to you guys for going crazy together, doing all kinds of crazy stuff and being so bonded. although there were times where some of us could not tolerate some stuff, it does not really matter anymore, does it.. being in this class made me very happy. from only knowing 7 people in the class, to being super close with others, that i did not once know. it is so special. of course, many special somethings brought us close together. crazing over dbsk and suju, sometimes csjh, kara and big bang too. the class dances we did.. first teachers' day dance, to 我要你的愛，to miracle. we all did it together.

i wonder if we can do all these again. learning a dance together. sitting in class and watching videos together, highing over the idols. i will miss all this.

and of course, our dearest teachers who taught us. they are so nice, and always does not mind us procrastinating in class. thank you teachers.

THANK YOU 405. I LOVE YOU.

to me, 405 is the best class of 2007..

of course, not forgetting 104'04 and 204'05. i remember, we were one bonded class too. achieving best class for both lifeskills camp. i had many fun moments. and i'm glad that we are still having gatherings.. i will never for get you too.. love ya'all!!

I LOVE 405'07 (305'06)
I LOVE 204'05 (104'04)
I LOVE NANYANG :D

淚，是有流. 畢竟，我們沒多少時間能在一起，還那么開心. 有那么好的老師，那么好的同學，那么好的班. 我不后悔來到這些班，他們讓我成長了.

photos coming up in the next few posts...

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change,
From whatever
We will still be, friends forever

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晚上9:06

2007年10月25日 星期四

thanks to those who tagged. i know you all care.. just that i hate being at home alone.

anyways..

today was interclass floorball tournament! i was in the cup team.. playing in the rooftop hall. we were actually kind of preparing to lose, and just wanted to play for fun. who knows, we won three games out of five. haha. 411 was super pro. they won all! but 405 is not bad too! we scored one of the goals that 411 could not defend. haha. only 2 goals were scored against them. so we are pro too.

most of the goals are like 误打误撞one. haha.. so the whole 405 team was like.. 'we scored a goal?! woots!' haha.. but it was fun. we won third okay! but they did not give prize for third place. not like bowl tournament. i think theirs is more fun can. they have semi-finals and finals.. and for finals for 3rd and 4th placing, it was 405 team A against 405 team B! haha so cool! and umpire was xinxi. so the whole court was 405's haven. ahaha..

it was super fun. ^^

oh ya, i'm kind of decided on choir in jc already. i just can't give it up. it's my passion. although i like dancing too. but i love choir more.. if can i might take a second cca. maybe interact club? or ge fang? see first bah. if i get into choir and it takes up too much time, i wont have a second cca. cus choir is always the priority!!

choir is so much love.. ^^

oh yes.. and i'm like addicted to rubik's cube. someone by one for me please? haha. so i can try to solve it using a solution posted on chai's blog.

today is rather happy.. except.. for being alone at home again..

oh yes! the job agency called me! i might get a three day assignment as a temp receptionist. now, all i have to do is to wait for the person to send the details to me. hehe..

tag replies:
yingting: you want to come my house to give me a hug? haha. oh yes. smiley ugly don't use la. HAHA..
chai: yes haha im so happy today. we anyhow play also can like that. HAHA.
melt: HELLO!!! meet up please.. ^^
shuting: yo! miss ya too. meet up soon ya!

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晚上8:38

2007年10月24日 星期三

i really hate being at home alone. makes me feel like i am an only child. so what if i have brothers? i don't even see them at all.

being an only child is not good, many would say, but having siblings, but not seeing them at all does not make any difference.

home alone. the feeling is not good. nobody to talk to...

cried today. the feeling was just too overwhelming. called my parents, but they didn't pick up. i felt like i was really left alone. the tears just fell, i could not stop it. by night time, i have no more tears left.

maybe one day, i might really be left alone..

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晚上11:59

2007年10月20日 星期六

ok...

my hard disk officially died. all my videos are gone.. wth.

everything is spoiling ever since my exams are over.

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晚上11:02

i officially graduated.

four years in nanyang, two different classes.

these two classes are special in their own ways. but both are super bonded.
104, 204, 305, 405 gave me many memories.
lifeskills camp, gatherings, they are all nice. next week, the last week 405's gonna be together. i really don't know what i will do in future. i will miss 405 a lot. cus with them, i went crazy, with them i had fun, with them i started loving many new things.

of course, not forgetting nychoir.
the juniors, they held our farewell party yesterday. and i must really thank them for their effort. the notes, and everything. it just warms my heart. i love getting notes, cus they mean that people care about you. and at the same time, i will always make an effort to write notes to the people i care.
oh yes, and thanks for the keychain! it's really nice, i will keep it with me always.

finally, thanks to mr tancl for you note. it's really inspiring and motivating. i don't know what will happen if 405 do not have such a great teacher like you. thanks a lot.

i will never forget the four years in nanyang...



btw. bad news. my external hard disk is on the verge of dying. but there's not enough space in my com to transfer everything there...

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晚上7:15

2007年10月18日 星期四

today was mad.

it was chinese, break and more chinese.
altogether, five hours of chinese.

MAD.

and now my bag is full of chinese stuff. all the notes that zhang lao shi gave la. super thick. see la, who ask my chinese to be so lousy.

tomorrow's graduation...

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晚上11:25

2007年10月17日 星期三

有時候，我真的不知道，對于認識我的人，我到底是什么. 是不是朋友，還是可以隨時遺忘的一個人，除非遇到有困難，逼不得已才會來找我.

或許，有時我對人可能太遷就了吧. 因為怕失去朋友，而盡量遷就他們. 要是有一天，我失去所有的朋友，只剩我一個人，我會怎么辦...

這我以前就在想了，可是得到的答案，就是獨自在家里哭. 很少會有人知道我哭過，就連父母親也不知道. 裝堅強？我哪里堅強.

有時，我很討厭現在的環境. 讓我認識那么多人，卻沒有一個可以當知己. 這樣，我寧愿不要認識他們. 無法融入他們的世界，因為生長環境不一樣...

或許不會有人會讀這個，因為可能都不會有人來到這里...

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晚上9:12

2007年10月16日 星期二

today was disastrous and i shall not talk about it.

but i shall say one thing. if i ever take geography again, i will never study so hard for it anymore. rah.

oh yes.. and today..

MELT! YOUR MESSAGE SHOCKED ME!!!
omg..

happy stephanie day! :D

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晚上9:38

Stephanie언니 , 생일축하해요!

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清晨5:24

2007年10月15日 星期一

今天休假！不用上學.

sheena, juan, yen和jing來我家看1 litre of tears. 真的不知道流了多少眼淚. 尤其是在第八集，我真的是哭到很慘. 故事真的很感人.

剛剛看了公主小妹. 我越來越喜歡辰亦儒了. 哈哈. 公主小妹下一集很精彩. 我要看！

話說回來，星期五就要“畢業”了. 還蠻舍不得405的呀. 希望日后還可以聚在一起.

明天是某姐姐的生日哦！明天再祝她生日快樂吧！

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晚上8:24

2007年10月14日 星期日

my god. i totally konked out today.

i woke up at 11 plus, and then i slept from 2 plus to 7. wow. super tired can. and i don't know why. somemore my headache is bugging me like hell. pain until i want to knock my head on the wall.

no school tomorrow! huikuan and yenngee's coming my house. to watch one litre of tears. die my room's in a mess.. i need to pack!

anyways, got back physics on friday. died like don't know what. probably the worst i got for physics. so irritating. but thank goodness overall for whole year still A1. hope i won't do too badly for this year can. at least not as bad as sec 2.

left IH, and maths. pray for me please..

argh.. HEADACHE PLEASE GO AWAY...

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晚上9:30

2007年10月11日 星期四

today got back LA and chem results.
LA was okay... but just one more mark and I can get an A2. wth. but still. for the whole year I got A2. that's good. better than my chinese. wow.
Chem, was not as well as i expected. but at least it was still and A.

after school, 204 gathering! we went to villa'ge to eat. let's see.. there's me, YT, Becca, ZY, Adele, Derniese, JH, HW, MS, JW, Stella, Heather, Cyn K, Frannie. talked about many things. oh man. i miss 204 alot.
after lunch many went home, leaving me, YT, Becca, ZY and Stella. we went clarke quay. Zhu, XM, and KY were supposed to come, but XM and KY decided not to at the last minute. as for Zhu, her training ended too late. so, we went clarke quay to eat FONDUE! omg. i feel so sinful. FONDUE can.. haagen daaz one somemore. super幸福. after that we went home.

tomorrow's physics. I'm so not looking forward to it.

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晚上10:52

2007年10月10日 星期三

as i have promised.. birthday messages..

Alice:
it's been nice knowing you. though we are not that close, it doesn't really matter isn't it? to be truthful, i actually do not know what to say to you, but i just want you to know, friends will always be friends. and i will always be here. ^^

Melt:
I'm so glad we get to know each other. I'm so glad to have you as a friend. you never fail to make me happy, and i love talking to you. i want you to know, you will never be alone, cus you have many many friends. and i'm one of them.. 사랑해요.^^

Wenting:
you are a nice unnie you know. even though im not that close to you but you did stuff for me that made me happy. and it's enough already. and also also you are very 能干! everything can do until very good. especially photoshop. hehe.. we will always be friends! ^^

to all three of you:
i don't know whether you will come and read this, but i just want to say. forum is so amazing, letting us meet and know each other. i still remember people saying, it's better not to join this kind stuff, or meet up with the people, because you never know who these people are. but i do not regret joining, as well as meeting up, cus i met such great friends like you! i hope the three of you will be happy always! love ya! ^^

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晚上10:32

我自由了！自由了！

太開心了.

今天考完試，和yen, eve, jing, jas, sheena, lu, 還有shiqi一起去了kbox瘋. 我們真的是high到不行. 真的是太開心了.

發現了很多東西！原來，kbox有첫차 ！哈哈以后要練好去唱唱！

其實，也沒什么要說的. 只是覺得，這次考試，應該會不太理想. 算了也沒辦法...

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晚上8:14

2007年10月3日 星期三

最近經常頭痛，也不知道為什么. 情緒也還蠻低落的...
現在到處都看到書. 被困在家里... 就算出門，也是因為要讀書. 讀書讀書讀書...

今天化學真的是殺死人了. 真的好難.

算了，現在要沖物理和地理. 考完這兩科，我就可以比較放松了. 幸好最后的卷子是數學.

還有7天，3個科目，就考完試了. 多么希望下個禮拜的星期三趕快來. 只要那一天到來，我就自由了，一切被禁的東西，我也都統統可以做了.

jac unnie. if you see this.. DON'T FORGET OUR DEAL...

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晚上10:27

2007年10月1日 星期一

我實在沒有把握明天的考試會考的好. 雖然是我最擅長的科目.
發現其實有很多我不會的. 簡簡單單的matrices就把我搞得頭痛. differentiation和trigo也不放過我.

怎么辦怎么辦怎么辦...

如果我這次考得不好，我真的可以去撞墻.

還有9天，4個科目，就考完試...

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晚上8:35