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2009年4月26日星期日

i dont think i can maintain two blogs. i might just as well change to lj.

http://dreamrhapsody.livejournal.com

if anybody wants to visit. but i highly doubt so anyway.

still finding;
下午10:23

2009年4月13日星期一

i kind of don't know what to do with my life anymore.

block test results are so below my expectations that i don't think i can improve by bt2. ABBDU. what lousy grades. and piano exam is worse. fail. not that i never faced it before. but i did practise alot and put in my best. everything just does not come out the way i want it to.

wow others can have such good results, i'm always the one falling short of expectations and ending up unhappy.

still finding;
下午10:39

2009年4月9日星期四

ok today has been full of ups and downs. more of the downs maybe. the only good thing is pw. chem was such a disappointment. i think it really shook me awake and reminded me that i should not be thinking about irrelevant things.

still finding;
下午8:39

2009年3月10日星期二

blocks starts tomorrow. which means i'm going to do very badly.

GPGPGPGPGP i will just aim to pass. hee. what can i do! for a person who fails gp like almost always!

econs depend on whether i have the writing flair.

physics? highly impossible to score, but shall try to mug as much as i can. super drained from mugging physics the whole day alr.

chem and maths after hols so i shall just put on hold.

and j1s are having cross country tml. lol. a good way to chase them out of the school while we j2s have our tests.

still finding;
下午9:34

2009年3月1日星期日

JTS today! okay it's quite sian at the start. but towards the end it was quite fun. oh and i hit 4 balls in for pool today! yay. and ryan's present for me is super cute haha. it's this speaker thing that looks like a handphone holder.

it's a panda!

okay random. anyways morning was h3 test which i dunno whether i will do well cus you are just not sure about everything. then choir. i guess we did okay? i'm not sure. i'm very concerned about choir right now. juniors jiayou pls!

yup shaltos started on project heartbeadz! i hope it succeeds :D

ok i will post photos next time? haha if i feel like that is. cus right now i dunno whether i should change back to lj.

still finding;
上午12:21

2009年2月19日星期四

these few days i feel that that everything is crashing down and i can't breathe. it's just three more weeks to blocks, and i find that i can't even catch up with the current school work, let alone revise for blocks. everything is so stressful that i don't even feel like doing anything. and once that happens, time becomes more limited. it's all a vicious cycle and i don't know how to stop it. i just wish that one day i would have 48 hours so that i have ample time to do whatever i want without rushing.

and.

i want letters. it's kind of the only escape.

still finding;
下午10:27

2009年2月15日星期日

campfire on friday was a blast. despite the few screwups i made during fac dance showcase. haha. ok la i only dropped my cap and turned wrongly that's all. the facdance showcase was a success. we were damn high can. and congrats to junior class for representing artemis for class item. all i can say, 6B got talent! alot alot of talent.

haha and i love 08s6b! junior class too. at least i think we were one of the classes that came together with juniors to sing hwachong songs. haha. and then after that, mass dance, then rushed of to kap for supper. koped the place outside cold storage. haha. it was a 4 generation gathering can. 1 grandsenior from 06, 4 from 07, half of us from 08 and all from 09.

so, after these two weeks, finally can get down to studying. real actual studying and i should stop procrastinating.

ok anyways one last thing. I LOVE SHALTOS!

still finding;
下午2:13